Wednesday, September 19, 2012

life after life

After so long of shutting myself  off, it is time for me to start typing again. Just one word can represent the meaning of my whole blog today : Changes

I had experience a lot from last year..From a bad boy changing to a normal life style aint easy at all. But now, i just feel that my life is full of hopes again. Actually, i just dont know what i want yet. Good time? good future?? these two things just never get along together. If i wan a good time now, i would have lost my good future. Of coz vice versa.. after 2 month of changing my life to better man, it is tiring. really, it is fucking tired.

waking up early in the morning, off to work, no more late night drinking. and of coz tons of work to be done in the office. It is just tiring. Somehow, i realise that i am not doing good enough. I am not that good as i thought i am. I still have lots of things to learn. and trust me, laziness?? it is fucking out of my dictionary